i love her

in the year of 2013

my lovely older sister is getting married. woww..mcm sekelip mate je dh jdik sume ni..i am about to turn 21 next year and my sister is getting married.. i am happy for her..to achieve a lifetime present which is love and being able to bina masjid of her own..she is making a big decision in her life. at the same time..i am sad bile fikir yg after sume bnde dh x same..she will not being around for me all the time..she has her own duty..i feel kinda im gonna loose my lovely sister..she will sharing her life with her future husband and me will have to share my sis with him..i know things gonna chnge but i dont want chnges.. i am really selfish am i?? im sorry fellow followers..even ade 2 je..hahha its like..mcm ak ni ha bridezilla..juat i cant imagine hows life gonna be after she is married? how different it will be? for 20 years i live with her..how i am gonna spend my time knowing that she has someone that is more important than me.. will i being able to be a good adik ipar? or what?

i love my sis..the more closerto the wedding t..makin bertambah la rse sdeyh ni.. 

p/s : to my only sis..

 i love u kak..wishing  u all the best in your wedding t..be a good muslimah n amazing wife. thanks for all effort you had gave to me..to all my spending..have a great life kak..pursue your dream go achieve your goals in life..thanks akak.. and t kuruskan diri nk pkai bju pengantin next year..

ill be there at yout wedding..promise.. 

please

recently my life was a mess..

my cat was sick..he was admitted to the hospital and i feel really bad for him..please dont take him away..alhamdulillah after being release..he looked far more better since the first before..

but now..he is getting sick..i am scared..just please dont take him away..please..i just cant afford to loose them again..

somebody that i used to know

manusia mcm ak ni..

well said mst la ade touchy2.. nk jaga hati dan perasaan sume org mcm la boleh..xkan boleh..to be honest i am the person yg over touchy bout rkan2 sejagat ni..hurt them means hurting my family..but if they hurt me..i cant said anything..even deep in my heart rse marah, but most of it i will cry my self..confidently letting my tears burst like the waterfall.. 

well friend, please put yourself in my shoes..i love all of my friends but you really hurt me in such a way that i will never forget..but i do forgive u..its not like you even feeling guilty bout all of this..i may look rough on the outside..but friend you should know me better i guess. damnnn it la..i hate to cry but i am afterall the cengeng msyta..yeahhh the cengeng me !! -,-''

we used to be friend now well said just somebody that i used to know.. the truth is always ugly..that why people call it the ugly truth..