regret

 asssalamualaikum..

its been ages since my last update.. you see sometime I feels like don't  wanna continue all of this..even though i was thrilled about it at first. not much to say today, yup its gonna be a very short entry.. tq 

as most people yang ade kat universiti itu, now everyone is in exam mode..yup..exam..as u walk around the corridor, u will see everyone with their books. and guess what?? it does make me feels insecure..it is a normal reactions whenever you guys see your friends were struggling for the exam, yet here you are..doing nothing..still sleeping..enjoy the time leisurely. seriously, i am in that group.

FYI, it is suck to be in that particular group. i cant study, sleeps till the next semester come. yup it suits me very well. well done! here i just wanna say, i want to go out from the group. leave the group forever. but, how? just how?? how to make an advance moves when my basic skill all over the place..??

thinking about it makes me sad. yeah i know crying doesn't help solving this matter. it how you react towards the problems. once, a motivator was said,

" it is not your result that really matter ... it is your effort ... no matter what is the final result ... have you tried your best for it ...?

Keep trying ... and if you keep on doing what you have always done you will keep on getting what you have always got ...

If you don't like the final result then change the way how you do things !"

and from what I've done, i certainly can predict hows my result will be...