new start again? o.0

assalamualaikum wbt.. :)

this entry is not my first entry anyway..since i use to blog not a long time ago but i just feel that all the entries i had posted its kinda fake. what i mean is i was not being my self at all when i wrote all that stuff.. here i as the lawful admin would like to give my sincere apology to all of u..xkisah la if pnh bce or not my entries dolu2 kan..haha

i wish i look like this :p

so, all my former entries i just deleted it. all of it. hence, i decided to just restart my blog :) well can be considered this as my first entry :) huhu i hope that after this if any of u guys reads my blog..it will bring a positive aura to u guys.. aminn :D although i didnt help much but i hope what i had or will post can inspire u guys as much as it inspire me :D 

i did not want to say much in this entry or else i akan merapu2 kat sini..hihi.. for those out there who feels that u r fake before this..then change :) its nothing to be ashamed of changing..as long as u change for the better..people make mistakes my dear readers..i admit it..i was also once being far from my self. but its not too late to change. have faith in your self and have faith in the almighty.. Allah knows whats best for us...whenever u get depressed or rse x terurus kinda stuff.. then grab ur telekung and perform your sollah..prays to Him..its ok if be a cry baby in front of Him..every tiny drops of our cries in sha Allah our sins will be forgiven..Allah maha pengampun kan anyways :D

i know me myself was not perfect at all..some of u might say ko sape nk bg2 tazkirah ntah pape ni kan..but at least i do give out what i felt at times i was at most miserable state n jahil..being jahil about my self n my creator as pathetic i think..i cried at most of the times when i felt i start being jahil again..its not like i was saying i am a very muslimah girl..i am my self..still me just i learn bit by bit to change for the better.. 

im sorry..for being those plactic me.im sorry if i hurt any of u, im sorry for all my mistakes, forgive me, im sorry from the bottom of my heart.. start the new me :) for the readers..say sorry for all of your wrong doings..its hard at first but in sha Allah, its gonna get better afterwards..

a reminder for all of us
with mahabbah
admin :)