i love her

in the year of 2013

my lovely older sister is getting married. woww..mcm sekelip mate je dh jdik sume ni..i am about to turn 21 next year and my sister is getting married.. i am happy for her..to achieve a lifetime present which is love and being able to bina masjid of her own..she is making a big decision in her life. at the same time..i am sad bile fikir yg after sume bnde dh x same..she will not being around for me all the time..she has her own duty..i feel kinda im gonna loose my lovely sister..she will sharing her life with her future husband and me will have to share my sis with him..i know things gonna chnge but i dont want chnges.. i am really selfish am i?? im sorry fellow followers..even ade 2 je..hahha its like..mcm ak ni ha bridezilla..juat i cant imagine hows life gonna be after she is married? how different it will be? for 20 years i live with her..how i am gonna spend my time knowing that she has someone that is more important than me.. will i being able to be a good adik ipar? or what?

i love my sis..the more closerto the wedding t..makin bertambah la rse sdeyh ni.. 

p/s : to my only sis..

 i love u kak..wishing  u all the best in your wedding t..be a good muslimah n amazing wife. thanks for all effort you had gave to me..to all my spending..have a great life kak..pursue your dream go achieve your goals in life..thanks akak.. and t kuruskan diri nk pkai bju pengantin next year..

ill be there at yout wedding..promise.. 

please

recently my life was a mess..

my cat was sick..he was admitted to the hospital and i feel really bad for him..please dont take him away..alhamdulillah after being release..he looked far more better since the first before..

but now..he is getting sick..i am scared..just please dont take him away..please..i just cant afford to loose them again..

somebody that i used to know

manusia mcm ak ni..

well said mst la ade touchy2.. nk jaga hati dan perasaan sume org mcm la boleh..xkan boleh..to be honest i am the person yg over touchy bout rkan2 sejagat ni..hurt them means hurting my family..but if they hurt me..i cant said anything..even deep in my heart rse marah, but most of it i will cry my self..confidently letting my tears burst like the waterfall.. 

well friend, please put yourself in my shoes..i love all of my friends but you really hurt me in such a way that i will never forget..but i do forgive u..its not like you even feeling guilty bout all of this..i may look rough on the outside..but friend you should know me better i guess. damnnn it la..i hate to cry but i am afterall the cengeng msyta..yeahhh the cengeng me !! -,-''

we used to be friend now well said just somebody that i used to know.. the truth is always ugly..that why people call it the ugly truth..

truly ramadhan ni

assalamualaikum..

hai2 fellow friends and readers..skrg dh ckup sminggu kite berpuase.. tahniah2 kepade sesape yg berpuase pnuh :D:D

personally i think this year nyer ramadhan really2 challenging..sbbnye kebiasaannye kalau berpuase even pns cne still bleyh thn ag..but this year...pnsnye seriously menyengat !!! piuhhh.. agak byk state yg kdr menurunan hujan tu sikit2 je..same la mcm kuala lumpur ku yg tercinta ni.. dduk dlm umah sndiri pn bley sweating.. sometimes bleyh rase mcm nk passed out..but its fasting month kan..so name pn ramadhan.. sesuai la dgn definisi.. cuace mcm ni mencabar la.. especially to sesape yg bru blaja nk berpuase.. 

 

bile dh pns2 mcm ni..mula la pkir sgle bnde yg sjuk dlm otak tu..haha pkir2 sampai la terpikir nk g wt my own ice therapy..hahaha wahhh by thinking about it pn dh bleyh angan2 nk sjuk tu..heheh..t kalau i dh buat that ice therapy tu i gonna post it on this blog eyh..heheh my miza said that i should do it with my baldi or whatever that i have..hahaha in sha allah :D:D btw ice therapy can help relaxing muscle tu kot..huhuhu kot2 dh tertegang2 since dh lame x exercise tu..hahah cm la aku ni ha..

back to the fasting thing, so i hope jgn la ponteng2 pose lagi..hahha even pns mcm mne pn..thn sket je..dh x lama nk g wktu buka kan..hee :D:D t dh buka tu mnum la mcm sthun x mnum..hahah :D:D:D

renungan

Assalamualaikum wbt..

As everyone knows, wew are in the fasting month..RAMADHAN.. a very blessed month to all of us.. although this month can be categories as exciting and enjoying month..but deep inside it is a very challenging month. some said that at this month many people found their true call.. what it means by true call? I think only people who have found it knows the anwers..

I used to think that ramadhan is the same with month. The only difference is we are not allowed to eat nor drink during the day but this ramadhan.. I have changed my perspective. It all started on the 2^nd day of ramadhan, when my mom suddenly said that she saw arwah atuk was smiling at her when she was reciting the holy al-quran. After performing my solah, suddenly I felt strange. I felt soo afraid and my mind went blank..

In my mind, I can only picture when it is like when I am dead. I have no idea what happened to me. All I just know is I am afraid. I am afraid of dying. You know what they said there is no second chance when you are being call by destiny. Sakaratul maut is soo extremely indescribable by words. On that night, I was not able to sleep. I am too afraid that whenever I closed my eyes. I was not being able to wake up the next morning..

All of my sins kept repeat itself in my head. I was crying and crying and crying whenever I think about it. the more I think about it the more fearful I be. I am afraid I was not being able to apologize for all my sins. From that moment I just know that I wasn’t prepared to face the death. At that time I was thinking for asking a time delay where that is not possible. I wasn’t prepared at all. I just sit in my telekung attire and cried on the sjadah thinking bout the possibilities for me to enter the neraka is high..

I am too afraid till I am shivering throughout the night. Those memories about that night still keep fresh in my mind yet I am grateful that I still being a chance to breath, to seek for forgiveness, to always remember HIM, ALLAH SWT. I am grateful for all the memories. Memories of facing the death.

For this ramadhan..in sha allah it will not be wasted like the previous ramadhan. All praised to Allah for reminded me about my purposed of being human and always guide me whenever I messed up..

Forgive me YA ALLAH. Forgive all of them who reads my entry. May ALLAH blessed all of us. I am truly sorry for all my wrong doings. May we get the barakah from this month.. aminn 

with mahabbah

-admin-

LOVE THEM !!

assalamualaikum.. 

yourobun !! 

as a B2UTY.. i now proud to announce that BEAST are back !!! woot woot !!

hee after about a year i guest..they are back with new single..the 5th mini album called midnight !! :D:D:D

ive waited for a while for their comeback..hahaha u you can tell how excited i am about them..hahaha bley kire die hard fan la jgak.. 

let me share a little bit bout their album..

Check out the track list details for B2ST’s ‘Midnight’ below.

‘Midnight’ Track List:

01. Midnight (Composed by Shinsadong Tiger, Choi Kyu Sung; Lyrics by Shinsadong Tiger, Junhyung; Arranged by Shinsadong Tiger)
02. Beautiful Night (Title Track; Composed by goodnight, sleep well; Lyrics by 4realz; Arranged by goodnight, sleep well)
03. It’s Not Me (Composed by Rado; Lyrics by Rado, Junhyung; Arranged by Rado)
04. When I Miss You (Composed by Choi Kyu Sung; Lyrics by Choi Kyu Sung, Junhyung; Arranged by Choi Kyu Sung)
05. The Day You Rest (Composed, Arranged, Lyrics Written by Junhyung, Kim Tae Joo)
06. Dream Girl (Composed, Arranged, Lyrics Written by Junhyung, Kim Tae Joo)

i really excited bout their comeback stage..!!! BEAST has come with new concept..and it different from the previous one..they are trying hard to be the best!!..so as a fan..i would like to introduce to u guys THEM !!

there are 6 members in the group..lets check it out..hee.

introducing them with particular order (from least favourite)

this is Jang Hyun Seung

Birthday: September 3, 1989

this is the rapper Yong Jun Hyung

 Birthday: December 19, 1989

meet the leader Yoon Doo Joon

 Birthday: July 4, 1989

this is Lee Ki Kwang

 Birthday: March 30, 1990

and he is a good back flipper

 

this is Yang Yo Seob

 Birthday: January 5, 1990

 he can make this very cute bird sound..wee

 my favourite Son Dong Woon

 Birthday: June 6, 1991

and he is one lovely maknae :D:D

<3<3

 

and here you go..this are B2ST !! :D:D 
ive been their fan since their debut !!!seriously !! :D:D:D


with mahabbah
-admin-

yeah me !!

assalamualaikum...

hahahaha this will be a very short entry..

hihi.. dengan ini.. saye ingin mengumumkan bahawe !!!!

huuuu dah berjaya add on the follower button itu !!! weeeeeee tahniah2 buat diri sendiri !!!

 yeah me !!! :D:D

maka anda sekalian.. feels free nak follow me.. heeee :D:D:D:D

sekian..

with mahabbah

 -admin-

Drama drama drama

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Life is never gonna be that easy right? Every family has their own problems. The only common thing between all the families is the drama..YES!!! DRAMA!!! Goshh I think all the award of the best drama should goes to the malay family. Its not that I am discriminating other races but I do think that malay families are full with drama.

For example you see, these kind of thing often happens in most families,,

Us: baring2 tido malas nk bgn

Them(the old folks): bgn2 g mndi..g siap2.. (ngan gaye bebel mak2)

Us: 2 minit2..ade org ngah mandi la..nanti la jap ag mandi..

Them: cepat la bgn siap..!!! (suara kalau boleh nk bg satu dunia tau)

Us: yela2..(bgn dgn reluctantly..then g mandi)

Them: bebel2 ntah pape (contains xdpt dikenal pasti)

Bile kita ngah nak siap2..bese le makan mase nk siap kan..mandi pn lame..hahaha di samping other siblings yg x reti nk bgn ag..

Them: (secara tiba2 di saat sume org dh bgn nk siap) susah sgt la ngan korg sume ni!! Suruh bgn pn xnak bgn..kalau macam ni la perangai sume org..dah la korg pegi sndiri…ak xnak ikut..korg dh besa pndai..dh xyah ade ak nk kjut..and bla bla bla…

See..bende kecik pn nk besa2 kan..pdahal sume org pn take times kot nk siap segale..bknnye lmbt pn..ade ag satu jam..mak aih..bknnye nk complaints or what so ever..but that’s the truth.. sometimes old folks are tooo emotional..and their biggest problem is they cant accept that they are wrong !!!!!  they are always right..all the time..

You see, we are growing up..teenagers especially and those who are in pre adult stage..like most of us..growing up stage is important. At this stage we are observing how older people behave. In my personal opinions they should show us good example in parenting. What I mean here is they cannot just nk burst kat kita without any reasonable reasons. If we grow up watching them gets emotional most of the time because of remeh temeh things..the possibility for us to be exactly like that is high.. in most families kids are afraid to tell that their parents are wrong..

Sometimes when they gets too emotional don’t u think that we might get some internal problems..the youngsters have no one to express their ketidakpuasan hati..yes they do have friends but friends can only listens but cant never cure family problems. Hence, the youngsters will have no choice but to deal with it..or just pendam dlm hati..or even worst act crazily such as..doing bad stuff or bad socials something.

All I want to say is everyone has weaknesses. Its not like we have to be strong all the time, to be always right all the time, we have each other to support..make used of it before its getting too late.. just let us think about it..if youngsters growing up watching unhealthy family lifestyle don’t u think that they will be doing the same thing later? in the future? Then, there will be no different. We or them will repeat the mistakes and live in the same cycle of life, where folks are always right and too emotional..

Respect others if you want them to respect you. For me family is everything.. no matter how annoying they are, how irritating and how stubborn they are.. I still love them..but sometimes it become a problem when youngsters have no authority to defend themselves because of the I am always right principle. when we are defending ourselves then they get so touchy and become cry baby.. and at the end we are the ones who ask for forgiveness although its not our faults.

So I am asking..when all this drama will end??? Do we will repeat it?? And live in the same cycle of life? All ends with a question marks..

readers..have to remember that this is my personal opinions..xbermaksud nak ckp anything bad bout parents okeyh :D

 

Thanks to those yg luangkan mase nak bace

With mahabbah

-admin-

smile when it was raining :)

assalamualaikum.. :)

how r u?

im fine tq

suddenly rase nk update since it is the first time kl hujan eversince i came home heee..although i have to admit la..i tkut jgak ujan lbat2 ni act...dgn kilat2 n petir2 segale...it was scary to me...

whenever it was raining and you are alone at home..i kinda think about the old memories...hehe dulu when i was young...mase hujan la paling seronok..hahaha lagi2 bile hujan mase skola agame..it was because i can blek umah ngan redah ujan...seronok ooooohhhhh :D:D:D main ujan mandi ujan.. blek2 basah kuyup..hahah pdahal dkat je distance sekola agame tu ngan my house..

mase tu i was kecik ag..still in my primary school..at that time my arwah atuk was still with us..since i lived with her..everytime bile blek skola agame basah2 kuyup..i will duduk dpn pntu umah act mcm dlm drama lame2..hahaha act as if i was being kicked out of the house la..act like i was in the middle of rescuing somebody la...hahaha mase kecik2 yg pnuh ngan imaginasi over2..

bile bukak pintu umah tu..arwah atuk just say..

me: assalamualaikum...(with mengetuk pintu sekuat hati)

maktok: (trus opened the door with towel in her hands) ya allah anak bertuah ni..jgn msuk selagi bdn awak basah2..

me: oryte atuk !!!!

and every time i blek basah2 kuyup..my precious maktok will jerang air and prepare a hot water bath for so that i will not catch a cold..huuu soo sweetttt kan.. heee

what a great memory mase ujan2 cmni..thats my story mase hujan..i know lots of people ade memories mase ujan kan..well sometimes those memories will make a smile on our face... hee

soo dont stop remembering :):):)

with mahabbah

-admin-

pillsss???? not for me!!

assalamualaikum.. :D:D

its been quite a long time x update here.. :D:D

lately since malaysia weather is kinda like soo unfriendly to us..its crucial for people us ni to take some precautions to not to fall sick.. u guys know yg headache is not a good thing...its a serious matter..bile sakit kepale most of us tends to take panadol or whatever yg seangkatan dengannye..

people !! pills are not good to our body..there are a lots of ways that can helps to reduce headache instead of trus p tlan pills tu..here some advices from me yg x makan ubat2 pil ni :)kalau kite dh sakit kepale..

1. minum air masak/air teh/air limau

      tapi seeloknye air masak masak la ye..Kemungkinan badan kita dahaga (dehidrasi). Jadi kembalikan keperluan cecair badan dengan minuman terbaik, air kosong atau jika mahu sedap, air limau purut atau teh. Minum dua atau tiga gelas air kosong seteguk-seteguk, rehat.

as for my case..sometime air masak tu seems mcm x brape nk mendatangkan kesan..for me..i will drink some milk if air masak tu dh x memberi kesan..the best milk is the natural one..without additional flavour in it.. :)

2.Bernafas Lebih Efisien Sambil Tutup Mata
     Satu kajian menunjukkan kurang 50% penduduk dunia benar-benar bernafas secara 'betul'. Kemungkinan sakit kepala berlaku akibat kekurangan oksigen. Jadi tenangkan diri, bernafas dalam-dalam buat seketika sambil pejamkan mata (rilekskan otot mata punca sakit kepala).

its true ok..most of us are lacking skill in breathing..by doing so..our head or body was not able to get the essential oxygen that we need..hence..whenever the sakit kepale is coming..please do make sure that you are breathing.. 

 3. Spa/ Stim/ Mandi air panas
     Berendam dalam air panas atau dapatkan rawatan stim dalam beg stim yang boleh dibeli di pasaraya untuk kegunaan dirumah. Atau kunjungi bilik spa berdekatan untuk mendapatkan rawatn stim.

well...i do believe that not all of us are berkemampuan nk g spa ke whatsoever.. hence the best way is to mandi la air panas..nak ag best..ajak la family or friends beramai2 pegi la ke kolam air panas..its good to our body and can cure some health problems.. :D:D

4. Picit/ Urutan kepala
    Ambil tuala kecil, basahkan dengan air dingin. Tekan-tekan tuala secara lembut di bahagian kepala dan leher belakang. Cara ini dapat mengurangkan tegangan yang berlaku di sekitar kepala.

kalau dh x boleh sgt..or dh x reti nk urut acane..moh le tmpal2 koyok..hehehe...

5. Meditasi/ Tidur
   Cara paling mudah dan berkesan. Tutup lampu/langsir/televisyen dan lain-lain, berehat dan tidurlah dengan aman.

thats the best way to hilangkan sakit kepale..amek bntal byk2..susun2..bukak kipas..ttup lampu then bammmm tdo le... :):) mcm ini 

remember.. eyes muscles play an important role when it comes to headache.. so for those yg suke tdo lambat mcm i..heheh do some stretching involving the eyes area before going to bed.. :D it will help to loosen up the muscle a bit and our body become more relax.. 

please takes some action bile kite dah sakit kepale..just to prevent from the worse to happen.. :D:D:D

but if it getting worse u should probably go see the doctor oryte :)

well selamat mencube heheh..i hope it gonna work.. :D

with mahhabah

-admin-

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assalamualaikum... :)

today act nk  cte psal y people cant follow my blog??? i had tried everything le kot..but still tarak bulih !!! nak kate bute IT tu..ade le sket2..xde le bute gelap terus..masih ade samar2 le terang tu..hhahah tp still den x taw acano nk buek ngan blog eden ni.. 

itu pun baru menyedari about it yesterday bile my friends kate they cant follow my blog..no wonder le xde org follow saye..hikhikhik (padahal mmg xde sape nak follow pun) skrg ni..sesaje la nk post this entry since t i sorg je yg bce blek..haha memandang xde followers.. :p 

hurm..right now..segale kemusykilan masih mencari misteri...haiya..in sha Allah after this akan diusahakan acano nak bg people follow saye oryte :):):) 

p/s: today exam weeks dh start dh kat u saye ini.. and tomorrow is my first paper... semoge dapat jawab all the questions and everything goes well..aminnn istajbillah huma d`ua anna fil kulli im`tihan ya mujibb :):):)

haha..those past study week i was like having my leisure time macam live in my own world..feels like everyday is a holiday..hhaha dah nk exam dekat sangat2 ngan exam baru rse mcm stdy week isn't enough..puihhh..alasan le tu ak ni..astagrafirullah..insaf le wahai diri..anyway right on exam mode is on !! 

ni le ghupe ak bile dh desperado..

 

at last it turns like this..hahaa nmpk x baek sket i cover those words..haha

 hahah but x elok le jdik cm sye di atas itu..huhu..so u guys..blaja baek2 n all the best :)

 

here some help from me.. :)

with mahabbah

-admin-

tribute to MIEZA MOHAMED n ASYILAH ZAKARIA

 assalamualaikum :) 

  

so as the tittle above,this post is tribute to them..siape kah mereka? haha inile mereka..hahha

hee :D

(sumber..facebook..huhuh)

this post was made specially as a reply to this post here which mija kate nak kurus..huhu apperently syila pn  begitu jue..hohho so sme le kisahnye ngan ak disini..hahah it all started with the conversation between me ngan asyilah on one particular night..hahhaa setelah melihat hot setap minum teh phit just a matter nak kurus!! huuhuu.. :p n ag terase menusuk di hati pabile care itu menjadi weyh !! aiyo2..

make, dh cerite2 cam ape..at last mija pn kuarkan that kind of entry..heheh setelah ak bncng2 ngan mereka yg sepatutnye dibincangkan bersame..hahah so this entry is to accept the challenge to my self..hahah penuh ngan courage ak nk wt post ni..huhuhu :)

act the purpose of accepting this kurus thingy is not la nk g megah2 kat org bout lovely curve haha bjet je..but to encourage others that sometime being kurus is good to our body mind and soul..hoho 4 me.. i wanna be kurus again just because i want to wear my old clothes again..mmg la ak x kurus mane mse zaman2 sekolah but it was fine..at least i was comfortable with my self dolu2.. :) its kinda hard having a big size body when we used to be kurus (at least kurus sket dri dulu)..as for me it feels like im loosing some of my confidence n its hard 4 me nk crik bju2..and again i become STRESSU.. 

here...beta ingin mengumumkan bahawesenye.. mission nak kurus is accepted..haha :D:D:D the target is nearly zman skola menengah...haha :p 

target mija nak jdik cmni

and target aku nk jdik cmni :D

and for asyilah saye x tw le..hahaha 

we are gonna be like that !!! yes kami mau kurus !!!! 

sekian

with mahabbah 

admin :)

refreshing SEOUL GARDEN

assalamualaikum wbt..

rase cm lame kemain x updte ryte?hoho..recently, i blik umah...rse amat bahagie weyh :D:D:D cm dah bertahun2 lak x blek..hee.. xsadar r tu exam next week :p so nak di buat cte..on one fine day which was sabtu aritu..my sis and i together with my makteh g makan2...wah2 :D:D i was so thrilled..bese le..ala2 ruse masuk kampung le sket bile first time g makan at someplace yg bru..so we all g la makan kat seoul garden located at festival city setapak kuala lumpur..huhu :D:D memang terbaik weyh 

gile terase aman damai mase makan..nak2 bile i x makan dari pg..mmg ak terjah abes sume food2 yg ade.hhaha..basically it served us korean kinda style of food..byk beno..yg mcm if kite tgk rncgn2 korean yg pggang2 segale tu cnthnye running man huu faveret alltime la..ha..like that la kite mam kat seoul garden itu :D:D:D  oh lupe nk habaq..its all buffet :D:D:D

 ni le seoul garden festival city yawww :D

ni yg makan smpai x igt dunia..haha

ni sos yg cicah2 itu..bahagienyee

ni part yg best! refill la byk mne air korg nk..ice shaver pn ade..

haha makin double2 gemok le ak.. :D

to all yg mau try this..lets try..berbaloi weyh..seriously..i admitted it was a bit expansive but totally worth it..better try it now !! here i put it some reference for the price hehe..so u guys can as well bugjet2 sket money..hee 

go n enjoy !!!

with mahabbah :)
-admin-

breaking dawn?haha no2..

assalmualaikum wbt.. kalau x jawab dosa,kalau jawab sayang..hahah okeyh copy mars hikhik sori mars :p

its first rejab today..so how was ur first rejab day? wonderful? blissful? painful? cheerful? playful?  so kat sni i nk cte sket je.. about my first rejab day..hehe so as said most people will be fasting on the first day of rejab.. so am i.. *muke bangge* hahah

well people, today was not my greatest day ever la.. (in my fasting history) y? y? bcoz..all day long..i was like papan bergerak which is i am not papan..mmg bukan ak la cmtu kan..hahah actually i am not feeling well sgt la..baru pg2 start puase dh rase mcm nk throw up.. but puase kan kne la thn sedaye upaye ini..so throughout the day i was like -,- feels like emotionless gile..org2 sekitar wt lawak, sume org gelak mcam nk pecah perut..and once again i was like.. -_-' <------ tekanan sbb x dpt nk gelak skali.. this is because everytime i was trying to laugh then my head kne serang headache macam migraine although i never ever been diagnosed with that migraine stuff.. alhamdullilah :D so i feels like i was sengih2 mcm kerang busuk dpn dorg yg wat jokes non stop itu..thank allah swt my first class had been canceled..yeeeeaaaahhhh rase mcm dh bertahun klas x cncel..so dptla bdn ni nk rhat2 kjap...as well as ngan rse yg x tng at all..

disebabkan rse x tng the whole day..n i was thn my self from g vomit dpn org2 ramai sekalian alam itu... so beta x sempat la nk berposing2 mengamek gambo..harap maklum la ye rakyat jelate.. beta mintak ampun.. beta dah mntak ampun ni.. sile la hulur duit raye :p berkat of this month, i was managed to hold my  fasting till the time of the maghrib adhzan berkumandang (even hnye di corong2 speaker hp nokia nora but it does brings happiness to all who been listened to it :D)  TQ cik nora..hee

cik nora.. thanks la give that mkanan to me :D:D:D x lupe to mija yg supply food for me..maka perut beta kini kian mengmbang cm belon..hehehe air mineral beta dh abes 6 kotak just for today during the breaking fast time..haha cano nk jimat tu eyh?haha

apepun.. a big tahniah to all yg berjaye mengharungi dugaan berpuase for today..in sha Allah jikalau ade kudrat kite puase la lagi beramai2 ye :):):)

with mahhabah

admin :)
22 may 2012

eyh lupe nk knalkan cik nora ngan mija..hikhik..

well fellas..this are y chickas..(note : chickas is not chicken okeyh )

  

ni miss mija :D:D:D
(ni je pic yg i ade currently..so sorryy)

and this is cik nora..heheh
and once again 
(ni je pic yg i ade currently..so sorryy)